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| It's probably one of the less eventful Christmases i've spent. But i feel the best, like i really happy and yknow, contented. Lunch with dad's side of the family was good :) Dessert was awesome :)
Im freaking full i don't even feel like blogging leh shall blog tmr or smth. | | |
| I'm wearing my Freshlook gray lenses now and i'm damn fascinated by them lol. I think i'm quite vain cause i'm just getting them w/o the astigmatism. My left eye doesn't have a high degree for astigmatism la, only my right eye, but that eye also has the lazy eye syndrome (as in, i rely on my left eye to see so my right eye can see but it's just lazy YES SUCH A SYNDROME EXISTS i'm damn suay). Pls just don't let me go blind someday i love my eyes a lot a lot a lot. ><
I do quite love the gray eyes haha but i'm not gonna wear them the entire month la my parents are paranoid abt it so yeah.
Christmas shopping today with the brother, am quite excited :)
When 6 months feel like 1 :)
Pri 6 gathering tmr yayy! Can't wait to see everyone and see how all of us have grown from puny 12 year olds into 18 year olds! Gotta catch up with Serene too, miss that babe! Arnold's not gonna be able to make it tmr but haha it's okay gogo best friend!
2010 is coming omggg so fast. I'm gonna be 19! Shit when i turn 19 my A level results come out alr. Ok that is, at this moment, still not urgent don't think abt it and freak myself out.
And no matter how shitty, i swear i'm not going back to green black white, i mean it, well almost anw.
Oh no dec is gonna end before i know it. And a special someone's birthday is coming yay :)
I think i'm damn random. Daddy's supposed to fetch Jaron and me down to town at 10 but it's 10.45 now and he's not done lol. Oh well nvm Jaron and me stay in the same hse doesn't matter la won't be late.
K im going to go play bejeweled byebye!
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| Pftttt. I'm going for a sushi buffet later but my tummy's really feeling unwell now like it's feeling really full and bloated from last night's dinner.
K anw, it's like 8 days to Christmas and all i've got is my brother's present, which he got himself and i paid since he has in mind a list of things he want. Need to go settle the rest soon, like the cousins and such. AND THE PARENTS. Headache. Shall go plan what to get and then get them soooon!
I've been waking up in a good mood lately. :) Haha i really love the feeling of making wakeup calls then going back to sleep. Oh and the raffles alumni mag came in the mail ytd. Skimmed through it and it wasn't much. like, okay i don't exactly miss that place i guess. Not much of that place to miss besides the awesome class.
Ok i need to go shower now i keep watching X Factor on youtube i'm gonna be late! | | |
| Dinner last night at grandaunt's was quite good, and Xavier and Zach were so cute when they're busy playing handphone games. Xavier kissed me! So sweet la, haha he's going to pri1 next year alr. :) He'll grow up to be a handsome one man, all 3 brothers would, their parents are good looking so naturally.
Anw, i just cleared a stack of sch stuff from my room, alr cleared a stack the other day and just cleared another one but somehow i still seem to have a lot of stuff lying arnd lol. Ohwell. Mummy and daddy were saying just in case, in the very worst case if i have to do another year how? Mummy just said i'll get new notes and i just agreed but i think if it really happens, no way i'm going back to the green black white, it'll be a torture to why not just kill me man. I think i'll probably head off to poly before going to uni i guess? I don't mind studying longer if i can get rid of the pains of the rigid jc education system and do a course i actually have interest in. K on to happier things.
I have a feeling that the coming week is probably going to be quite a good one so that's good.
I realise that somehow i've now become quite a homely person. Lol so weird, i thought as u grow older u go out more, but i tend to find myself not wanting to head out as often as i used to.
I actually quite like it. I'm happy the way things are now, big crowds and social events just kinda turns me off now, big headache, hell lot of socialising shit.
That day someone told me i look like a mass comm kinda person. The more social kind. Okay la i guess with some people it's fine but i get peeved very easily at certain things that people do or say that makes me quite irritated and i realise i will tend to snap or reply in a quite bu shuang way.
Oh no i'm becoming cranky. Growing old alr lol.
But it's okay :) I'm a happy girl still haha i love my life and the people in my life now yay. | | |
| I think falling in love is like riding a horse.
When the horse goes faster and faster it feels good, exciting, fun.
But you gotta know when to pull the reins in time, so you don't fall over the cliff too deep that you can't get out.
Scary thing, love is.
But what a wonderful thing too. I rather have it and risk it, than not experience it at all.
Dinner today was very enjoyable :)
I think it's really just the company.
Oh why is life so perfect now hahah. | | |
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